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星期五, 五月 07, 2010
It rained so heavily at camp today. While i was walking down the long way from mdc building, a very helpful kind man stopped his car and offered me a ride out of the camp. I want to thank him very very very much, because i know it is very troublesome to pick people up when it is raining. The door got wet, rain got into the car, and wet the seats because of the wet umbrella.
I feel bad for that but i thank him really very much.
Since i do not know him, i do not know how i could repay him anymore. I guess the best i can do is to carry on this kind of kindness to everybody else from now onwards :)
THANK YOU MR KIND MAN for your ride out through the heavy rain!!
affettuso, wengnaix~
8:14 下午
星期一, 四月 05, 2010
i think it is so not cool when u ask me when am i ord-ing, and i tell u that i am waiting for contract, and then u give a remark like "wat a grave mistake"..
LOUSY EQ.
i am not dumb or stupid, and i am tired of explaining.
who are u to comment and tell me what i am doing is no good? are u even a regular? u dunnoe anything dun anyhow say, i dun have time to explain to you either.
whatever i do, i think before i do, just like quitting school. I NEVER REGRET AT ALL.
infact, i am very happy i did!
i will never regret the things i do, i have a self-pride in myself, if i regret, means i nv think properly, means i am a lousy person.
i said before, EVERY SINGLE THING IS personal opinion, personal preference, everything is very personal, u wan to comment, add a 'i think'.. and i always add 'i think', 'personally i feel', etc etc...
not everybody thinks like u, there will always be a second opinion.
somemore if u just get to know me, and u start giving me such lousy eq questions and introduction, BYE.
affettuso, wengnaix~
10:45 上午
星期日, 三月 28, 2010
i wan to go taiwan this august :) most probably during the week of my brithday 23-29 august..
of course i hope to go with someone la, not alone there..
anyone interested pls discuss with me ya :)
EMILY!!!!! free??!! haha
affettuso, wengnaix~
12:56 下午
星期四, 三月 11, 2010
Last night i went out with my camp mates, had dinner at paragon sushi tei then ice cream at central' s heaven' s loft.
Great food and great bitching:D
And i cannot bathe and change my clothes properly, raise my hand high or back, muscle sore haha! i seriously cannot really move a lot.. so i got 2 days of rest from the doctor:)
affettuso, wengnaix~
1:04 下午
星期一, 三月 08, 2010
due to some late night on sat, i only had 2 hours of sleep in the morning and i had to go to COG after that.. (work).. haha and i went home still feeling unwell, and i slept till very very late today... and i took another nap in the afternoon again.. haha
thus i cannot sleep now, and just feels like blogging..
i really wonder and think about the emotions and feelings of we, us, human.. bad and good things happen everytime, i dun think we can forget about them in our life actually.. maybe the things before 4 years old? but i always remember all the bad and sad things that happened to me.. from the disgusting k1 teacher who uses a chopper to scold me to the special people i know in life.. haha
some things i try/tried to forget so badly... like the harsh words from arguements last time, the hurtful words by people last time etc etc, well i do my best to forget them and now some of us are very very good frens, or i have already 'forgetten' about them... BUT they will nv disappear.. they become scars on my heart.
and then it comes to drinking.. to forget about things or go clubbing to dance the 'bad things' off or what.. turns out to be a 'not bad try'.. at least for a short time or just during the happening... it doesnt really work because feelings dun die easily i guess
so people will say just take it simple and easy.. which is true, i believe in that too but it is not easy.. haha maybe to me only.. i dunnoe.. i just feel that it is not easy, even if it is just a few hours or a day or week or a night, i do take things more seriously.. which is definitely a bad thing sometimes.. and that is me.. haha i am such a 'serious' person even though i may be cheeky all the time..
sorry i meant i take things seriously even though i dun seem to care sometimes.. if i dun take things seriously, i would not have achieve things that i want.. which from the outside, people think i am not serious.. (example: quiting school, working my passion)
alright, then we tell ourselves to take things easy and simple! we just try ba, i am trying, but we try too hard sometimes!! just cry it out and share it with someone would be better :)
taking things seriously shows that i am sincere.
so mentioning about being simple or infact, that is quite of taking things not seriously, also known as playing around ba.. I GUESS la.. i dunnoe but i dun like grey areas, like being in between.. i think being simple and easy is just not serious.. either u r, or u are not.. I THINK.. i think only la.. just my personal opinion. it really dun feel good when people are just playing around with me:)
another words, playing games with me? haha! i am just saying nonsense here..
i just cannot believe or understand how people could just forget the things that happened.. even when i am drunk, i still know what i am doing:) and remember what i said:)
good night everybody:)
(above mentioned events or cases have no facts stated or details mentioned, so please do not assume i am talking about which certain things that happened..)
affettuso, wengnaix~
10:23 下午
星期一, 三月 01, 2010
i am having flute exam on friday, i hope everything goes well, and i hope luck is on my side!
concentrate! my future and my money spent are very important!
affettuso, wengnaix~
11:57 下午
Since my mum tidys my things and threw away my things without asking sometimes, i have no clue where my things are sometimes.
I am already 21 this year, my mum still sleeps in my room, i mean i am ok, just that, i think it is time to give me some privacy and freedom and ownership right?
i hope all my things in my room are accountable by me and not by my mum too.. because then if i cannot find any thing, i dun have any excuse to blame my mum.
FOR NOW, i could not find certain things in my room, the first thing i thought was my mum might have threw it away.
I want to learn to be independent, i mean sooner or later, i have to take care of myself right? :)
haha why is it nowadays my smile always look so sad:)
affettuso, wengnaix~
11:45 上午
星期二, 二月 23, 2010
haha i really forgotten that my blogger is linked with facebook.
affettuso, wengnaix~
5:34 下午
星期日, 二月 21, 2010
random post after missing for so long.
last sunday i had a great and unforgetable night, and i hope things went well. just this few days when u are gone, i am really missing you.
affettuso, wengnaix~
6:35 下午
