The Recitals

星期三, 六月 24, 2009

i am finally back since sunday evening.. today is wed morning, later i am reporting back in the noon..

i finally tasted what it feels to love someone, every other good looking people on the street cannot even move my heart. i think of you every second..

wow i must say i am so impressed by myself, emily kellyn liting they all would know i usually "fling" around right?.. but this time i felt nothing like this before.. i seriously felt like i am going to love you so forever.

and then it was all me only haha, thats so sad to me.. haizz you yourself made me like you so much, nothing to do with the things u did or do.

anyway the worst is i have to spend two night alone in bunk due to duty.. SIANSSSSS

i do not know if anyone knows how bad i felt.. seriously.. SONG EN!!!! i understand how you feel now... if u see this, i tell u more next time k..

however, when my emotions are at the most vulnerable, my mind on the other hand was growing strong!! (or blinded by this sadness?) because i am not scared of what ghost, resident evil, qurantine etc etc for the first time la hahah! imagine i slept aone in a 12-men room for 2 nights hahah! [ praise me for this k since i am so sad:) ]

but yesterday i did felt a bit better when i smsed emily and my sister la haha and YES radio 933!!! haha u know the dj announced we can text them to play a song or something.. so the first song i thought in mind was yang chen ling's 暧昧, then i thought aiya i wan something i like more, so i text them i wanted guang liang's 第一次, and WOW! the next few minutes they really played 暧昧!!! hahaha and of course they played my 第一次.. xie xie 933!!!!

today i felt better really haha even though theres still later, and friday..

you know people will ask why i blogged this, am i trying to attract attention or what, hmm whatever some people like to think, i just feel like writing this out to sort of make myself better, thks for taking ur time to read this:) anyway i think not many people visit my blog since i last blogged.

wow its finally raining!

 affettuso, wengnaix~

8:36 上午


 

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